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家事國事天下事 事事關心
                                                                               
也許你說的對 親愛的
                                                                               
但 夢境裡頭的潛意識 直愣愣的瞪著我兩之間
                                                                               
你確定不用問"我是誰?"
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
還記得嗎 我問過你的
                                                                               
我問過你為什麼愛上我
                                                                               
你說
                                                                               
"嗯...因為你很可愛呀"
                                                                               
"緣分天註定!"
                                                                               
"嗯...跟你聊政治很有趣呀 不是每個女孩子都對政治有興趣的"
                                                                               
"我喜歡從後面看妳綁馬尾的樣子"
                                                                               
"..."
                                                                               
也許你給了你能夠給我的答案 你忽略了我的表情
                                                                               
表情是這樣的:"...好吧(苦笑)"
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
還記得嗎親愛的? 你邀我去參加二二九愛台灣大遊行
                                                                               
但我那天身子不舒服 沒能夠去
                                                                               
我想 應該是從那一天開始 你跟我聊大選的時候 總能嗅到些許的懷疑與怨懟
                                                                               
即使心底滿是委屈 但我仍訝異你的大變
                                                                               
不過就一場遊行 竟讓你如此看我
                                                                               
我想我應該得付諸行動
                                                                                
                                                                                                                                                               
所以我邀你一起參加三三二嗆聲大遊行
                                                                               
但你那天身子不舒服 也沒能夠去
                                                                               
我想 應該是從那一天開始 我跟你聊大選的時候 總能感到些許的詭異與不信任
                                                                               
即使心底滿是委屈 但我仍訝異你的毅然決然
                                                                               
不過就一場遊行 竟得你如此對待
                                                                               
我想我應該得付諸行動
                                                                               
                                                                               
所以我...
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
投票日當天 你告訴我家裡頭發生的事情
                                                                               
"親愛的我告訴妳 真令人憤怒"
                                                                               
"我爸說 我們那條巷子裡頭沒有一戶收到選舉人名冊"
                                                                               
"妳也知道 每一戶都會收到小紅單 還有一大張白色的公投說明書
還有一大張的選舉人名冊"
                                                                               
"你知道為什麼我們都沒收到選舉人名冊嗎? 因為選舉人名冊上頭有候選人的籍貫"
                                                                               
"如果一個鄉下老伯看到二號候選人的籍貫是湖南哪邊哪邊 妳覺得她會投給二號嗎?"
                                                                               
"他會說 啊我要選台灣總統 為什麼要投給大陸人"
                                                                               
"就是這樣子 我們縣長還說什麼要贏五萬票 真是受不了 還民進黨做票哩"
                                                                               
"做賊喊抓賊啊"
                                                                               
"還有還有 我們隔壁鄰的 是通通沒收到小紅單"
                                                                               
"妳想 鄉下人會想說 我沒收到紅單 那我應該就不用去投票了"
                                                                               
"妳也知道 中南部人多支持誰 根本就是技術做票嘛"
                                                                               
"年底一定要把阿味仔選下來!"
                                                                               
我不發一語 靜靜的
                                                                               
我知道你在告訴我些什麼
                                                                               
隨著選舉結果逐漸明朗 我的心情也沉重起來
                                                                               
我明白之後我的處境 在你面前
                                                                               
我也看的到我們的未來將會是如何 只要從四年一次的選舉就可想而知
                                                                               
你也很少關心我
                                                                               
我們生活的交集點就只有政治
                                                                               
愛情早就壽終正寢
                                                                               
情傷充斥著新聞版面與電視畫面 還有我們的話語
                                                                               
傷心不是一號當選 傷心是你對我紮馬尾的無動於衷
                                                                               
心事只有你知道 我怕 就只有你知道 除了你我還能愛誰
                                                                               
你也忘了我總愛在吃完義大利麵的同時 來杯冰牛奶
                                                                               
你知道嗎 冰箱中只有罐裝啤酒
                                                                               
啤酒挽不回落選的事實
                                                                               
我想衝進總統府 控訴你的冷漠
                                                                               
雖然你是那麼熱切的擁著我吻著我告訴著我:贏了!贏了!
                                                                               
"來點吃的吧 慶祝一下!"
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                               
我走進廚房 你的眼光在電視螢幕游移 比看我的身體還熱切
                                                                               
妒火擋不住熱血 雙人牌的德國菜刀 好利 好厲
                                                                               
泉水湧現 清涼透徹
                                                                               
解脫實現在歡愉的血紅
                                                                               
親愛的 你相信我正在離開嗎
                                                                               
"嗯哼 不要離開我 我愛你親愛的 麻煩冰箱裡的啤酒拿兩罐來"
                                                                               
喔 親愛的 我想我離開的正是時候
                                                                               
"嗯哼 一號當選正是台灣走出去 向中國說不的時候 這時候你不要離開我 求求你"
                                                                               
"我想我還需要馬豆 就放在廚房的三層櫃裡 謝謝妳拿給我下酒"
                                                                               
廚房的門 地板 冰箱 電鍋 鏟子 瓦斯管線 都是紅紅的
                                                                               
菜刀也是紅紅的
                                                                               
親愛的 你的眼睛也紅紅的 大選爭議還未落幕 要早點睡不要看抗爭看太晚
                                                                               
我要去睡覺了 晚安 親愛的
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
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